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Hmm [05 Dec 2006|02:20am]
[ mood | sad ]

I spent sunday studying and at the clan's house. I spent Saturday at Marriot where a joke got out of hand, and ended up staying later than I needed to. I spent Monday at IGA and having issues which involved me not getting any studying done.

I want to bash my head against the wall, maybe then people will remember that I exist.

Fucking Hell.

To remember why I'm upset (I have this habit, where I say I'm upset, then when I look back at the entry, I can't remember why I was upset) I'm going to write down a clue:

"Lets eat chocolate, forget about the showdown."


I have compiled a "soundtrack of the moment".........but I won't put it up. It's too sad =(


Ovais found my livejournal. I have no idea why, but that's so amusing. Everything is so amusing to me, what the hell is wrong with me? I must be screwed up in the head or something.


I feel SO bad that I didn't go to the library today, but so much happened that I couldn't go, ugh, I felt SO bad, I left Ovais. WHY WHY WHY WHY ME?!

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[28 Nov 2006|09:52pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

A lot of stuff has been happening, but I'm too lazy to write it out. Farewell (slightly better than last time), going to Marriot, clan drama, a burglary (at zakiya's house, but I was there when it happened), sleeping over at Zara's, ditching lab, telling Sydu I'm too stupid to take my finals, etc.

I'm just really upset right now ._. Maybe later.

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dubble [22 Nov 2006|08:15pm]
[ mood | excited ]

I slept over Zara's on Friday. There was Halaqa, too.Mona did her part pretty well. I met Sana's mom, she's kinda cool.

Our clan has drama, it's so cute <3

Um, now that I think about it, I spent 24+ hours out of home on Friday+. Like I left home at 8-something am, school, class, town (Rams, cable and wireless, and KFC), then zara's house, then halaqa, then staying after halaqa, then going to zara's house and sleeping over and I got sick -_- then in the morning, nayaab's mom and sana's mom came over and made really good biryani.

That was me and Sufie's DAY, I swear XD

Nayaab's mom was leaving and she asked me to come to see her off, but, um, it was a family thing, so I didn't end up going, I headed home, then I met Zakiya and shivani on the way, and went to the library and did nothing for awhile, when it got cooler I went home. Later on, I watched Saw 2 with Zakiya (we watched Saw 1 before together, too, I had to make her watch me walk home, and yes, I do live RIGHT ACROSS). It was okay, not as good as Saw 1. I was way too freaked to walk home, though, so I slept over...

Atif: so you DO get scared
Me: I never said I wasnt a little coward inside
Atif: stop dressing like one


while I was at zara's, duha zakiya shivani and rajini went to marriot and stayed there til 3:30 am. I don't get her sometimes =P

Nikkie's internet got cut off, so she's been trying to set it up at my house, but I tried and it wouldn't work, she even called in her friend who works with that kind of stuff but she couldn't find a problem either, so we left it. It'd been going on for 3 days. She took me to town too in case I could exchange my box for another one, but it was expensive. Also, during this my internet went out for a day.

Zakiya's so lame, she actually missed me, and she got Atif worried about me too and THEY'RE MY NEIGHBORS -_- She came to my house and hugged me o_O

Ew, hugs. Zara said I need more love in my life -_-

Yesterday I told Sana to come over to watch a movie (Mean girls, but it didnt work so we watched medding crashers) and since nikki and her friend were over it took forever so we finished our movie at 12:30 am -___- eek. Atif came to talk to duha about the masjid thing and he told me to stand outside on the porch with them... I don't know why, I felt like the biggest idiot just watching them talk and having no input, it's like WTF. And a grasshopper kept flying at me. I had to keep going up and down x_x I'm too popular =P

Class yesterday sucked. Dr. Sundaresh said we'd have embryo at 9:45 so I went and he made it anatomy and taught embryo LATER. Ugh, I was like wtf. and Ovais told Sydu we had embryo, so he changed the lab class time so we could make it, and I got more annoyed... all the PreMD1's were annoyed, too. I didn't even have to tell them who told Sydu, since they knew it wasn't me. Haha.

after class me zara and mujju went to the cafeteria and ate and talked for awhile then went to the MD2's dissection and saw the new body. Fresh-ish, too, it was cool.

Then library, then home. Atif and Zakiya were walking down and zakiya said I was the love of her life.

Ovais thought I was hiding in the book room when I went and sat by myself in there -.-

Everyone think I'm having issues, well they're damn right I am.

Me and Zakiya went to IGA today and we're losers. We're going to chill tonight though. popcorn with popcorn seasoning (haha), ice cream and donnie darko <3

So sue me

smarties + soda = not smart [13 Nov 2006|09:43pm]
[ mood | weird ]

Never ever put a smarty into a soda. It looks cool for about 2 seconds, then all the carbonated-ness escapes and dirties your notes, the library table, the library chair, gets your clothes wet, your hands sticky, and almost destroys your friend's laptop. Oh and kills everyone with laughter.

Then when you do it again, it's still funny XD

I took Nayaab's umbrella today (it's revenge!), in front of Ovais, and that little snitch told Nayaab about it. He kept accusing me of taking it, and I kept denying it (I'm surprised I kept a straight face), then he said, "Ovais told me you took it!"

So then I told him Ovais was just covering up because HE was the one who actually took it. It worked, and he was complaining about getting dark (he wanted me to go beat up Ovais). Well, he got it back when I was going home, I handed it back to him =) Haha.

These people are priceless.

Sufie renamed herself on my phone as "Patient" because I am her offical therapist. I am everybody's official therapist now. Love.

Anatomy test went okay today. Missed some really stupid ones that I should've gotten, and some stuff was just like "wtf you talkin about willis?" But I know I didn't FAIL like the other two, so it's cool. Also, Embryo didn't go on today, so, um yay! But now I don't know when the next class is, so boo.

I need to go to Rams tomorrow. Hmm.

Ryan's being weird again. Did he just re-discover his love for me? *eyeroll*



Tameem said he felt sorry for the kids I taught, because I'd be the kind of teacher like Jack Black from "School Of Rock" -__-

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I've been calling you all week for my shotgun [12 Nov 2006|02:00am]
[ mood | content ]

Yesterday, I forgot what I did.

No wait I remember now.

After Jumah, I went to the library since I left my stuff with Karan. I just hung out there with Mujju and Karan. And Shahbaz... *cough*

In any case, at 7:15 I went to the clan's house for halaqa, but Mona said it was 8, so I went back to the library to wait until 8. At 7:45 duha comes in with Sana asking where the hell I was, and I was late -_- Mona gave me the wrong time, and I told Zakiya it was at 8, too, so she came late, too. Er, woops.

I felt so sick after Halaqa, I went straight to bed.

Today, went to Marriot with the clan and Zara's mom, brother and little sister came, too. We had SO much fun, and anytime I was "by myself," someone would come and talk to me. They're all so nice to me, I'm so happy.

There was a private party going on, and when they all started dancing, Karan grabbed a flag and joined in. He was all into it, it was so funny. Nayaab wasn't into it, but that was still funny too XD

We were trying to get masks, so we asked this one lady but she said she didn't know how since they belonged to the company. Then, I noticed people were leaving without their masks, so me and Sana Khan went to ask a waitress this time for some, she said yes. She said to wait, and we did, but the taxi was there, so we talked to another waiter and he got some for us.

HA, so now I have a masquerade mask <3 It was so cool.

Mujju and Karan bought sharktooth necklaces (I wanted one, too but the guy was gone!) and Nayaab said the only reason I wanted one was so that I could cut myself -_-

Karan: She can't, they're not sharp enough.
Naayab: Oh she'll find a way
Karan: We'll just keep dulling them so she can't
Nayaab: ...She'll try anyways.
Me: -.-

I told him to not even joke about it, because I can handle anything anyone throws at me except for saying that I babble secrets.

He was like "sorry, I was kidding" but, still, you know, I just hate it when people do that ._. Me and my idea of how trustworthy I am... never ever doubt it. Just don't. It's going too far.

We also went to the arcade at the Marriot, but we needed US money to play so we left, very disappointed =(

Guys are confusing and never straightforward. Why can't they just be-GAH never mind. I'm going asexual. Who needs a penis.

I love my mask <3

Some guy knocked on our door and I asked who it was, he said it was "Chris" but I checked and it didn't look like him, nor did it sound like him. I asked what he wanted, he didn't say. It was at this point that me and Duha ran upstairs and just freaked out. He wouldn't leave either! The other day, this guy came and knocked, too just because he saw me through the window when I was looking out.

AUGH, FREAKS!!!!!! If Chris had sent someone, he'd call beforehand.

Because of this, when I came home at 11 and couldn't find my keys, and I was banging on the door, Duha didn't open it -_- I went to Zakiya's and then dug through my stuff on her bed and found them. I felt like kicking something -.-'

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towel men [30 Oct 2006|02:53am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

What a Sunday.

I went to Zara's today to studynshit. I had to go the long way since I needed to stop by the clan's house and pick up Zara's pot from them. We didn't start studying til later. I called Baba and told him to come and get the food at 2:30, which him and Ovais did come. They all decided that if it tasted good, then Zara made it, and if it didn't taste good, then I made it -.- (Ovais: Emaan made it? ......Baba, let's go, I think we should leave the food).


It was funneth.

It was kind of freaky how this lady walked by and it looked like it was a drunk guy wearing a white towel. SERIOUSLY, it was because she was a local woman (dark skin), wearing a black shirt and it was NIGHT TIME.

What the hell was I supposed to think?!

It was a good thing Atif walked me home.

So sue me

I'm loved =) [26 Oct 2006|11:25pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Me, Karan, Mujju and Sana Twin went to Rams, and it was so freaking hot. I almost died x_x I bought chips and cookies because I was eating the clan's food yesterday, and so I felt bad and bought some to share with them, too. Nayaab's mom invited me to dinner, awww. I stayed at their house til 10, and then they all (except mona) walked me home. I think Nayaab only came cuz he likes getting out of the house.

He also gave me Evanescence's new album and some movies =D

Faiza and Sadia gave me Eid money O_O! Because I'm "their little sister" Ignoring the part where they called me a little kid, they gave me money. I got 20 EC, haha XD

We have an Anatomy test on Monday and Embryo on Thursday. Holy shit man, Embryo! EEEEEEEEEK!

I was sitting alone, and Moazam and Aaron walked by saying, "Your friends are sitting over there..." Oh very funny -_-

Madia, Faiza called me to where they were sitting and said that they needed to "talk to me" about "something they found out 3-4 days ago." They tried to sound all serious, but I knew it wasn't anything serious. They wanted me to make Haleem for them again XD I'm so loved =D

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Nothing changes but the faces, the names, and the trends [22 Oct 2006|02:52am]
[ mood | sad ]

I was on myspace, then I almost burst into tears.


I'll update more tomorrow on what happened today (which has nothing to do with what's up there, fyi).

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[ mood | lazy ]

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The iftar yesterday was fun, and my cake turned out okay, actually. Not NEARLY as good as Zara's food or Sufie's brownies, though. Seriously, Zara is such a good cook, I swear. She's set for life, man. I wish I had natural ability like that, shoot.

Ram's was SO full yesterday. Irfan was there doing some shopping for Sufie and Zara and trying to find Mehndi/Henna, but Ram's doesn't have any. Awww. I saw Umair there, and I thought we could get a ride from him, but he disappeared so I ended up asking Sister Zainab's husband, and I felt so guilty because he paused when I asked, and I don't think he wanted to. I mean, I don't even KNOW him. Then Sister Zainab was there, so she gave us one. I felt much better x_x Right when we were walking out, I saw Shadmaan and Rahul so they could've given us, one, too, I would've felt better asking them --'''

I need meat, seriously. I don't have it, Rams didn't have it either. I told Shadmaan, and he said he'd take me today to best buy so that I could get some to make the Haleem tomorrow. He better take me, or else I'll get really pissed off. Seriously. Today was the last island tour, and I said no because I had to go shopping. If it doesn't happen, I shalt be pisseded offed!

To make it worse, Atif told me they don't have it in Best Buy either. WTF, all of the island ran out of chicken when I needed it most? Of course.
So sue me

urghles2! [19 Oct 2006|12:31am]
[ mood | sick ]

We had our "anatomy test" which was more like a game anyways. It was kind of dumb, but at least we learned stuff. We're starting "systemic anatomy" now, so we're doing the anatomy of the GIT now. The best part about this is that I already know everything, so I don't need to even take notes. Woohoo =D

We got our anatomy test results back day before yest. Dr. Sydu said he wanted to talk to Ovais, and he was concerned why me and him weren't doing well, since he knew we were smart and really good students and whatcrap. Puh. I got a 13/20 btw, so I got a 65%. I passed. Yay.

Hopefully, if we do digestive, I'll get a 100% on it... I hope so, insha allah!

SOME GIRL is pissing me off. It's not just me either, a lot of people don't like her either. She's such a ...ugh, she's just ugh. I mean, she runs her nails up and down guys' arms. She'll have BOTH her arms all over guys. What the hell is up with her, anyways? Thank god we only have 2 arms each. It's fun making fun of her though, amongst ourselves. Yeah, it's mean, but she's so shady, I don't even feel guilty.


Also, I have joined the clan. It was one of the funniest conversations I have ever had, seriously. The clan originally was...

Mujju, Mona, Sana, Sana Khan and Nayaab, then Zara knew Sana Khan so she was in it, too. Tamim is sort of a member since he's Zara's cousin, but not a real one. Then there's Karan because him and mujju are cool friends, and then there's me ^_^ I joined today. Nayaab said he'd "waive off the milk fee" -_-'

Um, so yeah. The clan makes me happy, too.

Abdullah also is forcing us all to go to this one lobster place, he's forcing us (well not me or Karan but he wants us to come) to go since they never go out anywhere. I can tell Mujju wants to go, poor kid, he nevers gets to go out cuz of "circumstances."

Why do guys say weird things sometimes? No seriously, they do. Maybe I just look too much into things, but if someone says something I'm not used to hearing, then I get weirded out. I'm stupid like that =P

You know how much attention I pay in Embryology? I thought we were on chapter 9, and we're on 11. Shit o_O'

I wasted 2 hours of my life last night watching "How High" What a stupid movie, seriously. I strongly advise you all to NOT watch it. Ew. There's no plot either, it's so freaking ...stupid.

There's an Iftar at Sufie and Zara's on Friday. It's not a potluck, but I'll bring cake anyways ^_^ It'll probably be the last Iftar awwww. Well, it'll be back to the cafeteria food after Ramadhan is over. I actually miss Egg and Cheese (I'm so lame, I swear).

Life's pretty boring. I, um, emailed my dad. Is that of any interest? No? Well fine, I don't care anyways =P

So sue me

SSM =o [05 Sep 2006|02:57am]
[ mood | tired ]


we had planned to go to Ihop in the morning (me, naiema, duha, etc) but it didn't work because naiema had to drive her dad to work, so instead at around 1 pm or so, we decided to go to valleyfair. Naiema got lost to my house so it took us until 2 to get there. I called Nida and she met us there.

I blew 98 bucks in Hot Topic...merf. 4 shirts, and a pair of pants. Panic! At the Disco shirt, Fall Out Boy shirt, Pirates of the Caribbean 2 shirt, and one "Think: It's not Illegal" shirt. Hmn.

I had to go home early since we had to go to Walgreens and then Saif/Saema's house for dinner. We came home at 4:30 because we forgot where we parked (we're so sad), then duha and naiema just came into the house for a little bit. When they left, so did we but it was almost 6, so we had to hurry since we were told to come at 5:30. We turned out to be the earliest people there, and we didnt even get to go to Walgreens -_-

It was nice, I met some of Saema's cousins and her recently married uncle and aunt, and their brothers and sisters... basically, her relatives. I spent half the time talking with "the girls" and the other half playing Yugioh with the guys. I felt a little eh about leaving Sana ahmed out, but I did keep asking her to sit with me. Besides, she was talking more to Saema's aunt and her sister anyways, so, I had nothing better to do.

We all played Scrabble too, but it was boring since there were too many people and we weren't keeping score. Pshaw.


Uhh...my dad was moody the whole day. We went to Atiya auntie's house. Sara and Afifa have gotten so big. From now, I can tell they're going to grow up and look like models, seriously, they're so beautiful at the age of 10 and 9 o.0 ..........wish I was -_-

their grandma (atiya auntie's mom) is so nice... and she talks a lot. Atiya took a small break from work (she has two jobs, since her ex-husband doesn't pay chuld support) so she could see us, and despite us protesting that we didn't come there to eat lunch, they forced us.

Needless to say, it was nice lunch. I even got Teddy Grahms ^^

Did some shoppin at some place or the other, then around 8 Nowfiya auntie, my mom and me went to this restaurant where she bought us food, then we went to our place and my mom gave her some stuff, etc. I was to freaking tired that when my dad closed the TV, I didn't even have the energy to push the "on" button on the remote. Now I'll never know the ending of that Law and Order episode =(


Shopping mostly. I'm finally getting as backpack laptop carrier. FINALLY X_X I hate hanging it on the shoulder, it's so bleepin annoying! We compared prices and Fry's has the best deal, so we're going back there tomorrow to get it. I saw the LOTR limited edition DVDs and I was so in need of them, but then I put them away ;_; Wahhh... my poor limited edition DVDs...I shall never...see them...ever...*sniffs* woe ish me =(

I packed most my stuff. My mom saw my POTC2 shirt and her reaction was "wtf?!"-like xD


So sue me

Jumahz [02 Sep 2006|10:15am]
[ mood | curious ]

Friday was supposed to be Valleyfair day, but Naiema couldn't come, so instead my dad dropped me off at her house where we watched a bit of this movie... it was funny. I forget the name. Masoom or something, I don't know. Naiema's mom forced them to go to Qur'an class at Nuzhat auntie's house, so I went, too. It's a nice idea, but she makes it so boring. Naiema almost fell asleep 4 times xD after going home, her mom bought me a mcflurry ^_^

Then Naiema had a MAS meeting to go to at Meryem Kamil's house so we went there; I just listened... since I'm not really a part of anything...*mumbles*

After which we went to MCA for the "Teenagehood and temptations" talk, but it was aimed towards younger people, so it was boring for me. At isha, Duha came too, so we all talked and made plans to go to ihop and valleyfair today.... but naiema hasn't called me yet and it's 10:12 =/ We planned on 9. Her cell is off, no one is picking up at home, and she's not accepting IMs on myspace....even though it says she's online. Weird.

I got to talk to Taahir and Khaled, so I think most of the granada group is complete... minus Bassam, Na'il, Aziz, Duso, Ali Shah, Sara, and Sana Khan.

....okay so thats a lot =/

So sue me

Remininsces...which I spelled wrong [27 Aug 2006|12:28am] [27 Aug 2006|12:37am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

I was kind of down (read: very down) because I couldn't go to the MAS trip today, and I really wanted to go. I spent the day going online, and at Target where I bought...

Final Destination 3 with a limited edition holographic cover =o
The Hills Have Eyes
Donnie Darko


Then we went to Sabir's house. I had so much fun talking to them again. 5 years worth of catching up in a few hours? Not possible. It was way too much fun, but sad in a way. We're all grown up. But whats cool is that they love anime and manga as much as me ^___^ YAY

I miss them =(

So sue me

For what it's worth, it was worth all the while [23 May 2006|08:59pm]
[ mood | confused ]

My leg spasmed x.x 2.5 times. I think because of that, I got up at 11. After Dhur prayer, I started to work on my homework. I took several breaks, so I finished around 5:30. That, and at some point in time, I messed up, so I had to rewrite it. I'm a perfectionist ._.

I had also planned to rewrite ALL my notes I took so far, and make them more organized, but I'll be doing that tomorrow. I suppose. I'm too tired.

Some random person was shouting that India had won o.o I was wondering what it was all about, but then Duha asked if I heard, so she told me. Huh. Interesting.

Lately, LB has talking to me more often. I mean, why wouldn't he, now that I want to not like him anymore -_- I hate irony. It's been a lot more about me, too. Where did that come from? And, apparently, him and Raz talk about me sometimes, because even though I didn't tell him I was moving, he knew because Raz told him. ...I wish I knew how it went *coughahemcough* Anyways, more recently, he's been asking me why I wouldn't want to move to place (where he lives), and giving me a list of reasons why I should. I was talking to him before dinner, then, after dinner, I checked my email and had 11 new emails from him, wtf. Each was like a one line you'd say on MSN *sweatdrop* I think because I was signed off, and he couldn't IM me, so he decided to put it all in 11 emails. Eek

I was amused at that antic of his, actuallyCollapse )

Also, I think there is a tiny problem with either my USB flash or limewire. It won't save music type files properly (it saves some, but then that's it, the other ones get corrupted or something) onto it. I don't really need that feature, but, still, I paid so it;d be full functional. Maybe it's having moods, but if this is constant, then I'll go see that guy again and ask him to either replace it, or...um... I dunno. Something.

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I have it! [21 May 2006|09:38pm]
[ mood | hot ]

I now have AIM =D

Screen name: kybblesnbits (like the pet food, but "kibblesnbits" was taken ._.)

I finished drawing my cell today for MedTerm. Well, 2 cells. The homework was to "draw and label a cell and its contents." animal cell or plant cell =/? So I drew both. They look okay to me, but I know it's not. I'm no artist, and compared to Ovais's it's going to look like a kindergardener drawing (since he's an ARCHITECT; I mean he'll prolly have these awesome 3-d model-drawings XD). But, whatever.

Tuesday is the Cricket World Cup match, and I'm wondering wether I should go or not. I'm not a fan of cricket, I don't even understand it, but then I can tell people, "You know what? I went to the 2006 World Cup Cricket Match!!!" It's a holiday on Tuesday (for that very game), so it'd be a good place to spend time, rather than sitting at home. Tomorrow, I'm going to ask Sana the details, since she said she wanted to go.

I feel and look gross at the moment. Bleargh.

I also do not like Limewire or Bittorrent. Anyone have any other program they use, and would like to tell me? Please? I'll love you forever =)


Me: It hasn't even been an hour and you called me pathetic
Me: where's all the "I missed you Faith"s. JEEZ.
Raz: I missed you faith
Raz: I missed you faith
Raz: I missed you faith
Raz: I missed you faith
Raz: I missed you faith
Raz: I missed you faith
Raz: I missed you faith
Raz: that covered my convo, thats gonna be good enough

>| Where are all the other ones?!

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break [02 May 2006|03:15pm]
[ mood | full ]

Hi! Currently, I am sitting in Jaimaca, New York, in our hotel room. I just set up the wireless on the computer ^_^ I finished checking about 10 emails in 1 minute... which is a big thing for me.

So, um, stuff about the trip so far?

On Monday, we went early to check in our luggage... and it took 2 hours -_-' Stacey came over a little bit before we left, so she could take pictures for whatever reason, and to give me a card. My mom cried her eyes out, and my brother was like, "yeah yeah miss you, now get out of my way."

Nice -_-

The airport we landed in was not very likable. It was old-fashioned and everything was expensive (food). I know, airports are but the capital's airport had decent prices for its food. I just had a cheese croissant with a mirinda. Voot. Our luggage was overweight, and I blame my mom... she stuffed things in there I didn't need. She's being a mom, but we had to pay a very very very very ridiculously high price for an extra 10 kg box. I mean, I could've just rebought that stuff twice and save money v_v

12 hour flight to JFK in which I slept a whole lot because a seat next to me was empty, so I could crouch-lie down. There were some nice in flight movies, but they didn't work until the last 2 hours of the flight

Pride and Prejudice is the one I watched... but I had no headphones, so I tried hard to understand Arabic subtitles. I read the books, so I could place the events, but eh =/ We got off 7 am (NY time), and it took long for us because the terminal we were in was totally different from the one we came in last summer, so there was confusion. I hate going to the USA when I'm with a parent. Don't ask why, it just depresses me so much.

I would like to go and see the sites, but my dad's with me. Boo =( I don't mean any offense nor am I trying to be ungrateful but ...meh ._. Trust me on this.

Had takeout, and the lady kept hanging up on me ¬_¬ Silly lady. Now, here I am =o

(anyone in New York....COME VISIT ME >|)

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everybody needs someone that they can trust [01 May 2006|02:43am]
[ mood | sleepy ]


1. I hated myself so much on Saturday, and hated everyone. Remember my family being all nice and not yelling? Yeah well scracth that.

2. I found something my brother wrote, and it's a little... disturbing. I left it out, so one of my parents could see it.


4. I went to the Sunday gathering thing. Granted, I went late, but I went. It was a party day, so I just walked to the rec center. Best part was that I was just the big celebrity of it all. They all said nice stuff to me, Stacey was going to cry =(, I helped our team win the geography game, I got a thingie from Fatima, with a message on it, signed by everyone who was there, I got a bunch of gifts from Stacey:

Room Spray
Body Lotion ("Now when you moisturize, you can think of me!")
Address book
Funky Notes' book
2 funky pens; red and blue
A really nice gift bag o_O
A nice looking box
3 really nice smelling soaps

And those science fair certificates?

Stacey: I have something for you
Me: ^_^; Oh?
Stacey: Yeah, stand up.
Me: ...Knew there was a catch *standage*
Stacey: *hands certificate, but with word-tweaking*
Me: OH MY GOD O__O!!!
Stacey: I KNOW!
Me: THAT'S SO COOL =O by the way, very official signature =D

I <3 Stacey very much, and will miss her a lot. She is the coolest adult I have ever met.

I feel special ^_^ The only other people who had a big "thing" when they left were Nick and Helen. That was an official dinner from the University. Pfft, I got presents, man =D I am loved'D!

5. I am really really REALLY going to miss my cats. *sobs heart out*

See you all in some weeks =)

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big entry real quick [28 Apr 2006|11:36pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Don't have much time with all that's going on but whatever. I need to write it out.


Oh and that day, also, Petsie died. All her kittens died, too. *sigh*

Oh and that day, also, Frodo had 4 kitties!! 3 ginger-white, and 1 black-ginger (FINALLY!!!). Just a year ago, she was a month old... now she's a mommy. And Meanie's a grandmother. But Frodo is confused. She thinks Meanie's NEW litter is her litter, too... they're her siblings. What I find funny is that Meanie is helping out. She's also feeding her grandchildren when Frodo isn't. Frodo also REFUSES to put her kittens anywhere else except one place:

Where Meanie/Meanie's kids are. XD Cats are so awesome sometimes.


Went to put a battery in my watch. so my very expensive watch from Guess works again.

Went to Barzan to get a suitcase. Got one. Got some new headscarves and bras, too. Yay.

Went to City Plaza to get food. I went to the store, bought something else, just a pair of pants. Yay!

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wooofast [27 Apr 2006|02:26am]
[ mood | tired ]

Petsie has abandoned her kittens now, but I can't say I blame her. She's not eating or drinking, and can barely take care of herself or her 5 kids. Wait, make that 4, one died today. So now we're trying to take care of them, but I don't know how to make them warm, they're so cold (because they're too small to produce their own body heat; their mothers provide that). I don't have a hot water bottle, I don't have the right kind of heater, I don't have those old-fashioned coal things you put under the mattress, and I don't have warm gel pad things. I am stumped.

Well, that's how it is.

I spent a lot of time at Stacey's house making last-minute stuff for the Science Fair which is tomorrow! Oi. I was supposed to call some people and tell them timings, but they didn't answer their phone(s). Not my fault!

I finally got in touch withing Housing; I've been trying since Friday. Pshaw. Also finally have plane tickets. Now I just need to shop, and pack. Ugh -_- Damn moving.

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It takes away a part of me [25 Apr 2006|01:40am]
[ mood | too tired x.x ]

I am really tired.

Stuffs of today:

1. I was bored, so I got out FFX2 and continued to play. I never did get past that one cloister boss (I think #60's boss) I was all confused in the beginning, since it's been awhile, but, yeah, I got it. I finally beat him, too! YAY! So, here I go, playing again. Voo.t.

2. Went on the shopping bus, and I felt so damn bad the whole time. Me + going on the bus + money stuff + dad + his forgetfullness = not a very happy mom. I felt bad because she said we should go by car, and this never would have happened if I did v_v Stupid bus. Anyways, so it was...

Me, my mom, Stacey, Khadijah and her daughter Arij, Nazma's family, that Swiss lady and her son, some Syrian family I met today, and some other men I don't know of.

We went to Barzan first, where I wanted to buy underwear, but there are so many men there, and it's very "ugh" trying to buy from them. Sometimes, they'll look at you and are all like "hmm, this size is for you." WTF, stop looking -_- I found some secluded one, and the guy wasn't perverse so I got from him. *sigh* This is very difficult. Then we walked to City Plaza, but we got there when the bus was to come back, so I didn't get a chance to get anything. After picking everyone up, it was grocery store time. It was crowded like hell.

I went to the clothes place, and bought some pants. This guy kept standing around near me, no one was at the cash register, and I had no idea who worked there, so I had to wait and wait and wait and *smackt* x.x

Eventually, some guy came and gave me a bag to put the stuff I bought in, and said sorry (I think he did o.0). I told him I was done, then he called some other dude so I could go. I didn't have enough money, so he had to call someone else to translate my "I'll be right back after getting money from my mom"

Me: *runs and tries to get out; goes to entrance and can't*
Dude: Um no, *points*
Me: ........I SO KNEW THAT!!!

I borrowed 10 from Stacey and then ran back and paid. I still need to pay her back. Anyways, so when we got on the bus Khadijah told me that she told Nazma that I was waiting for her inside, when I wasn't. I was waiting for my mom -_- Big oops there.

Got home, and I talked to my dad about my mom and tried to help. Instead, he just looked stressed. You know what? Who the hell cares'! You know what else? I remembered why I wanted to leave at that moment v.v

After dinner, 2 hours of cat-care. Augh, stupid sick cats. When I can, I am starting a donation website, collecting money to have a vet come over for some days or whatever, and help. And freaking spay them all --' Me and my mom cannot do all this forver.

That's my day, woo.

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I see advertisements...o_o [24 Apr 2006|12:24am]
[ mood | lonely ]

Hey I upgraded to a sponsored account. I can make polls. OMGYAY.

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Guess what? I was reminded, yet again, that I lost most of my teen life!!! ISN'T THAT FUCKING GREAT?!

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no turning back, no backin down, nowhere to run no solid ground [23 Apr 2006|03:00am]
[ mood | tired ]

lol, yet so wrong.

#28 on this list.

That is not true, but I have no idea why I found it so funny.


Went to do some more stationary shopping. I can't find bynders. I also walked into a totally man-minimart. The guy at the counter was nice to me though =) He gave me a shopping bag to put stuff in.

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I'll love you more with every breath [22 Apr 2006|12:21am]
[ mood | tired ]

My room is a total mess. My stuff is everywhere. I've sort of cleaned some of it =/ I have to arrange everything into seperate "piles"

a. Stuff to give away to anyone who wants it
b. Stuff to take with me
c. Stuff to pack in a box and leave at home (my dad says if I don't, and they move, then he'll throw it away v_v)
d. Stuff to throw away

I've done a lot, but I think I'm going to have to leave more stuff at home. We'll see how it all goes. I can finally have my own walls, so I was going to bring a lot of stuff to stick up =D

Went to stationary stores, and I found out something more. It's hard to find college-ruled paper, and 3-ring bynders. *sigh* I miss Office Max =(

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It's up to her to make some sense somehow [21 Apr 2006|01:37am]
[ mood | tired ]

I am so tired. We went shopping at Barzan and the grocery mall for, like, 5 hours. Then we had to rush home so I could fax, and my dad is going nuts with all the worrying. It's driving me crazy.






I bought a good deal of food, 2 pairs of shoes/sandals (I now notice how hard it is to shop here for shoes. There's no such things as flip-flops, and no such thing as casual-wear), and other stuff. I also spent some of the day looking through my stuff, seeing what to take and what not to take, and having my dad promise he won't throw away any of the stuff I leave behind.

AND NOW I FIND FFX2!! I've been looking for it everywhere to play, and now that I'm going I find it. What force is at work here?

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[20 Apr 2006|02:02am]
[ mood | lonely ]

My mom just came and hugged my head. Everyone is now officially going to be nic to me, because on May 2nd (or sometime around there), I'm leaving home to go off and live by myself.


I thought I might have more of a life there, but I did some research and it's not a huge life. The major differences I can see are:

1. Faster internet
2. No more family issues
3. School atmosphere

Now, I'm all for #1. #2 is eh, I'll miss my family anyways. #3 would be cool, but the age of having total fun in school... I missed it. It's all serious-like now.

Everyone else is so lucky.

Oh and Petsie gave birth to 5 kittens this morning kthnxbi.

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If I get too tired to make it, be my breathe so I can walk [19 Apr 2006|12:27am]
[ mood | pessimistic ]


So all this school shit sucks. After being accepted, they're telling me last-minute things, which is tough for us because we don't live in a place known as "civilization." It's not like other places.

You know, those places. The ones where people answer the phones. The ones where they care about customer service. The ones where you can send mail and receive mail easy. Make a phone call easy. Send an email easy.

I miss those places.

Anyways, it's not driving me as nuts as it is driving my dad nuts. He's the kind of person who worries every minute of the day, until it resolves itself. He's always asking me, "How can you be so calm?!" =/ Simple. What happens will happen. Deal with it the best you can.

Tch, I'm awesome like that =D

One these last-minute things is an HIV test, so went to a hospital to get it done. The first one was going to take 3 days, so went to another, which takes only one day.

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Well, maybe my dad looking younger and me looking older combined is the problem. My dad looks 38, and I look 22. That happens, right? I know it does. Shut up ._.


I got to the Halaqah. For some reason, the bus driver was BEHAVING. He went slow; he said hello and he went by houses TWICE to make sure he didn't leave people. Me and my mom were like!whoa. It was okay. It was on Raising Children. Me and Nilofur were being looked at; we're the ones without children. Other than that, me and Stacey chilled most of the time.

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YEAAAAAAAAH [17 Apr 2006|12:37am]
[ mood | happy ]


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Well, there aint no luck in these loaded dice [16 Apr 2006|12:15am]
[ mood | lonely ]

This University is a liar. I should sue. Wonder how much I'd get XP

Anyways, I also have some other news. I suppose.

Scrubs has been cancelled. Did I mention that already? No? Well, it has. *pause* Shit, and I just missed Yes Dear -_-

Project AM (online flash movie for Animorphs) has a position open for a writer! I am so applying =) I think they also need some extra VAs, so I'm going to try for that, too. There's no money involved, but imagine how awesome it'd be to be a part of the biggest Animorphs project ever (after the series by KA of course XD). I have always wanted to <3 Ian told me they've almost finished script 1, so if I got it, then I'd be working on 2 and onwards with them. AIIEE ^_^

I was just remembering this one guy at the airport that I "met." My most treasured memory ever ^_^

My dad's in some other city at the moment until Monday; it's some kind of computer science research seminar, I forget. I hope he brings back stuff =O

I heard Z-san's voice =D My luffly, you have a beautiful singing voice.

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=/ [15 Apr 2006|01:53am]
[ mood | confused ]

I'm kind of confused about some school stuff, so I emailed the grammar-handicapped admissions office asking them questions.

I think my going has now gone below 100% Don't know why I'm surprised -_-;;;

But I thinkthinkthink it'll all work out okay. I hope ._.

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yay [14 Apr 2006|01:58am]
[ mood | content ]

I got accepted into t3h school =)

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A rose that can grow anywhere [13 Apr 2006|01:52am]
[ mood | blank ]

I got in some trouble over procrastinating (explaining my absence yesterday), but I sorted it out. Sort of. Let me tell you one thing. I am an awesome liar. Almost... too awesome. Good thing or bad thing is for you to decide *coughahem*

I hope that the school people get through to the phone tomorrow. I don't want to have to call them, sounding like some desperate child. "Am I accepted yet? Am I accepted yet?" I wouldn't mind it, if I knew their office hours. I could plan it effectively then. Call at the closing half hour =D

Aaaanyways... I asked my mom about a haircut. I've been wanting one since I was in the 7th grade. Or 8th. One of them. But my family has always said to keep my hair long. I didn't like it because it was so boring, so plain, and my hair is too thin and looks really ugly when in a ponytail or a braid. SO THIN T_T Recently, I've just gotten so sick of taking care of it. Anyways, she said yeah, I could. One problem, though.

I know she won't like how I want it =/

I have two options. I can go to Khadijah's house, and ask her to cut it for me. Pro is that I won't have to rely on someone else taking me, I can just walk to her house. Con is that she doesn't have the awesome hair stuff like dye/hair coloring. It'll just be a simple cut.

Second option, I go to the mall where Stacey says hosts english-speaking ladies who can make my hair all awesome-y. Pro is that I can give them a picture, and have it the way I want. Con, I gotta have someone take me there v_v

But first, I need to pick a cut from the 8 I have collected. There were 30-something, but I narrowed it down considerably and difficultly. I wish I had 30-something heads XD

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Interview Part 2 [11 Apr 2006|03:15am]
[ mood | happy ]

I'm happy =)

I revised my stuff as much as I could, got distracted by TV as much as I could, and waited all day for 9 pm. Let me tell you something. I don't get worried or too nervous over this stuff, but I hate waiting. I was ready at 6 pm, I wanted to do it right then. Bah.

Anyways, 9 pm came and left. No phone call. I gave them an hour (in case I got the time difference wrong) and the lady told me that they tried to call, but couldn't get through. Huh. And huh? We have a direct line now, and other international calls get through =/ Anyways, so she put me on hold (their music volume was so low, I almost hurt my ear by diggin the phone in, trying to hear it), and there he was. My interviewer. Mr....


I forget <_< Basically, he just verified information (as I thought he would. The only reason I "studied" was because my dad said to). Mister: Where are you from? Me: The USA. I have citizenship there. Mister: Where are you from orginally? Me: ...I from the USA originally. I was born there. Mister: Oh..Okay, your parents? Me: They're citizens *veryveryvery small pause* but they are originally from Pakistan. Then he mentioned how many Pakistani students are there. I think he was Pakistani, too. The accent, and he was saying how "nice" it was that their top student was from Pakistan. We all have that pride =) He went on, said that my transcript is excellent (he said it multiple times ^_^ I'm so proud of myself), my grades are excellent, and my 4.0 GPA is excellent =) Bad stuff? 1. He was in such a hurry. I was in the middle of answering a question, and he just cut in with asking something else, and I didn't hear it since I was talking, so I had to ask again -_____-' 2. He didn't let me say goodbye =/ 3. He said he didn't get my recommendation letters. I told him he should have, and to check with Lonna, because I told her they'd be coming on the 9th. He said it was okay, but ugh, silly Laurel Springs School. So, anyways, it ended with him saying that everything was "excellent", he doesn't make the final decision but he is sure I will be accepted. I'll find out Thursday for sure. I contacted my school later on. It was an awkward thing with Deborah (sp?). Deborah: Hi, this is Deborah, how may I help you? Me: Um, I... I wanted Ms. Mentzer =/ Deborah: Sorry, what? Me: *confused* I wanted to talk to Ms. Mentzer. Deborah: Oh, well she asked me to take this call. Of course, if it's something for you two, I can put you through *pause* Is this about your recommendation letter? Me: ^^' Hehe, yes. Deborah: I can help you then =) Me: <_< Thanks XD I'm an idiot. A smart one =O SMART IDIOT!!! ... I'm still an idiot. I was waiting for someone to ask me about me (yes, I do that. I'm needy and insecure), but no one did. When someone did, I forgot to mention about my interview-ness -_-;;

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du du du [10 Apr 2006|01:00am]
[ mood | content ]

The Bad-bad-good-day

by me =)

It starts when my mom wakes me up at 8:30 askinf if I want to go to the Dars we go to every Sunday. As every other Sunday, I get ready and I am fully prepared well before 9:30, when the bus comes. As soon as we leave the door, I hear it coming, and run outside the gate. We happen to be half a second late, and the asshole drives off. He slows down near a turn, and I figure, "oh, he's stopping for us."


No, he's not. He drives off. My mom is royally pissed off, cursing and saying she'd smack him twice. Very appropriate. In a huff, she calls my dad so he can complain, and he does. I call Azza and tell her why I can't make it. Sad. To get over it, she goes to Ghadir's house.

I try and go to sleep, but I am suddenly interested in Beverly Hills 90210, and 60 minutes. When I finally do lie down, my mom comes home and says Ghadir would like me to come. So I do. Ghadir tells me she wants to be on the Nanny 911 show, because her eldest son is too much for her. I agree. He is too much. Then she said her little son loves me and we should get married.


I go home, try and sleep again but not working. I am very tired, but I guess it's just one of those times where you're tired and you just can't sleep. Nilofur calls, but my mom's in the shower, so I take the call. Saher's had her baby, and there was an original plan to go and visit her on Wednesday. But, I guess at the Dars, there were last minute plans for an Aqiqa (kind of like a baby shower), and so it was to be at 7 pm. I had some grief getting in contact with Stacey, but I got it in the end, and details. We were also to pick up and drop off Nilofur because she has no car.

I get ready fairly quick, and my parents drop me off at Saher's house, then go to pick up Nilofur. We thought it was the wrong place, since it was dark, but I just happened to be the first one. I saw Jill coming, too, so I knew it was right and we went in.

Slowly, everyone came, and the ones at the Halaqah said they missed me =)

Best. Party. In. A. Long. Time. Ever.

Half the time, me and Stacey were singing amongst our selves. Everyone wanted us to sing, and we couldn't decide on a song. When we did, it was dinner time. Joy.

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I know I'm not a hopeless case [09 Apr 2006|12:41am]
[ mood | lonely ]

My parents have gone on this "since you're going to have to cook for yourself, you need to learn how to cook" phase, so now I'm making dinner, learning how to make stuff. I know how to cook some lentils now. Woo.

Oh and we got new curtains. We actually had them for awhile, but I kept forgetting to mention it. I'm sure you can all sleep peacefully now =)

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I should've said no [07 Apr 2006|10:38pm]
[ mood | tired ]

So, about that interview. I spent almost all day on their questions. Then, my dad went over it, gave me some corrections and basically just went through my answers giving me his tips. I think it sounded much better =D

That took until about 10:45 pm v_v They had to go shopping in the middle, or it would've been done earlier. Anyways, so I submitted Part 1 online, and called to arrange for Part 2.

Monday the 10th, 2 pm PA time.

I will be so happy when all this is over.


I made dinner today. Spaghetti. Damn good, because I put too much sauce! BWAHAHAHA!

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What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems? [07 Apr 2006|01:41am]
[ mood | annoyed ]


Windsor emailed me about my interview. They gave me a username, so I went to take Part 1 online at their website. 29 Fucking questions to answer. I already answered all this crap. God, I hate all this. I liked the good old days (but I wasn't there back then. Poo) when you sent in your grades and/or SAT scores, then got accepted or rejected. So simple. No, now you have to answer a shitload of questions, which technically have no right or wrong answer, but you get them wrong or right anyways.

What do you expect to gain from this university?

Well, fuck, an education maybe!

Did you set academic goals for yourself?

No. In fact, why did I apply to a UNIVERSITY anyways?

Why do you want to become a doctor?

I want to help people less fortunate? I want financial security? I like learning about human psychology?

No, that's not good enough. I have to somehow want some answer relating to my childhood, which was spent on doctor toys. Then, ever since my mother's dad's brother's second cousin's friend's daughter's dog's sister's owner's husband's son's grandfather's great aunt 10 times removed's grand-daughter got a common cold, I've been wanting to cure it.


I've answered half of it on word (I copied them down so I could answer them later), the other half I'm going to do in the morning, then submit it when I'm done. I actually have to do some research -_-

Oh and I forgot to make dinner! GAH!

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x3 [06 Apr 2006|12:35pm]
Stupid phone line was messed up for 3 days.

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I am now going to raid platform 9 3/4 and hope that I can vote on everything I missed. We're 3rd in the points! .V.
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Stupid April Fool's Day [02 Apr 2006|01:28am]
[ mood | lonely ]

How am I supposed to know whether or not Mugglenet and The Leaky Cauldron are truly merger-ized, or wether they're taking their joke too far.

Either it's a joke, or they decided to post this news on April Fool's because they knew no one would believe them. Damn you Emerson and Melissa! ...Or should I say Memerson!

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How am I supposed to know whether or not <a href="http://www.mugglenet.com">Mugglenet</a> and <a href="http://www.leakycauldron.org">The Leaky Cauldron</a> are truly merger-ized, or wether they're taking their joke too far.

Either it's a joke, or they decided to post this news on April Fool's because they knew no one would believe them. Damn you Emerson and Melissa! ...Or should I say <i>Memerson</i>!

<lj-cut"And now for the part of the entry where it has nothing to do with the subject line!">My dad left in the morning for Umrah. He woke me up early for stuff, and he was in a bad mood for whatever reason =( 10 am is early for me. He's going to be gone until tomorrow morning, so woo. I got to watch TV unlimited, or without worrying if I had to change the channel or not. The bad thing that came out of that was my brother asked me what a condom was -_- I told him to never repeat it in front of my dad, because it was a "bad word." Not that I believe it is, but I'll be in <B>so</b> much trouble.

Around 4:20 pm, it started to rain like crazy, so I went out and gathered boxes and saved cats from wetness. We had to bring the kittens inside (box and all) because the rain was seeping until the door. Stupid rain. But they've started playing, and I love it when they play. I could watch them day and night, just playing.

;_; Why must they grow up

Mew's right side of the head is all swollen because some kind of pus was pooling in it. I know she has some kind of ear infection, but I can't do anything about it. We got some eardrops, and used those on her last night. It seemed to work, sort of. The pus is all dripping out now (at times, like a faucet). The only problem is keeping it all clean and everything.

Vets, my friends, are so damn important.
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It's getting hectic everywhere that I go [01 Apr 2006|12:54am]
[ mood | lonely ]

I was watching LOTR 1 (squee!) until my mood was ruined =( My mom can be so herself sometimes. She's so opinionated and difficult! Somehow, it's my fault that she didn't read the label, because I was supposed to know that she didn't.



I'll just see tomorrow's showing on MBC2 or the repeat on Sunday. I was so pumped =/

I made dinner today (white rice; woo), so that meant I had to stay home while the other 3 went to my brother's school to get his report card (97% overall, case you were wondering XP).

Save The Last Dance is a cute movie.

Just what the hell is a best friend anyways?

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Should I get up and carry on? [31 Mar 2006|03:04am]
[ mood | lazy ]

I've been meaning to type this one incident out for a week or so, but I never remembered. Or I wrote it already, and don't remember that.

Our GEO TV got cut off. Now we have to pay for the smartcard to view it. It costs more than what we got our dish service(s) for per month. So, now, I can't see Jassi Jassi Koi Naheen =( I liked that show.

I had to get out of the house today, because my facewash had run out. We went to all 3 stores, and it wasn't anywhere, so I got another one instead and this other cream. When my parents went to the pharmacy, they found it and bought it for me. So now I have two facewashes; 2 unnecessary facewashes -_-

Hey, guess what? APPLICATION NOT FEDEX'D! My dad wants me to ask them something first, then we can go ahead. Oh no, he couldn't think of this before. Bleargh.

There's so much junk food in the house, I have no idea what to do with it all.

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I don't wanna be told [30 Mar 2006|12:55am]
[ mood | blah ]

Just to get one letter is taking more time than it should! I think I've gotten the most phone calls in one day (today) than I've gotten in a year in good ole hell.


*sigh* Because of more grief, my application is being FedEx'D tomorrow.

Who else predicts an entry that I'll be sitting here, tomorrow, saying it'll happen on Friday? Augh v_v

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Pity [29 Mar 2006|01:18am]
[ mood | pessimistic ]

This is sad.

I just realized something today. I pity a lot of people. The majority of the world; I really pity them.


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It hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time [28 Mar 2006|01:12am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

In the very early morning, I woke up and thought of something to write on t3h blog. I told myself, "I will not forget," even though I was 99% sure I would.

Alas, I forgot.

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No, don't just walk away [27 Mar 2006|01:22am]
[ mood | calm ]

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I know you hear me [26 Mar 2006|02:35am]
[ mood | blah ]

God, finding some lyrics really caused me a lot of grief. That's the last time I volunteer for anything song-related. I can't even find any tapes, minus one, which I haven't heard in years, don't know what's on it (the label implies it's something I need), and I have no idea if it even works v_v

While searching for lyrics, I found an Islamic song saying that MICHAEL JACKSON sang it.

1. He didn't. I heard it, and it's not him.
2. Why the heck would he sing an Islamic song?

I went and researched #2. Says he converted.

Does anyone have any info on this? I really don't believe what I'm hearing here. It explains a lot about the "after-trial" Jackson, but, it's still WTF?

Sending application tomorrow! YAY! There better not be any "complications." You have no idea how much grief all this has caused me!

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A little bit of laughs, a little bit of pain [25 Mar 2006|01:51am]
[ mood | amused ]

My dad's mad at me. For procrastination stuffs. I totally agree with him too =) Since I'm at fault, I'm paying 200 for the FedEx. See how responsible I am? I'm happy to pay for it. Sure, I'll lose all my money minus 50, but whatever. I'll make up for it when I marry a billionare =)

Check this out:

"Yes, we will send the recommendation ourselves. Since you did not send
us a self-stamped address envelope, we will bill you for the .39 cents
within the next couple of months, it's really not that big of a deal
since you are applying to only 1 school."

"Not that big of a deal..."
"We will bill you for the .39 cents..."

Am I the only one seeing a contradiction here?

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Follow your intuition [24 Mar 2006|01:36am]
[ mood | lonely ]

I'm annoyed, but not to the usual extent. I told Ms. Mentzer (whose doing my recommendation letter) that I'd fax the signed policy thing today. I went to Stacey's, printed the form out, signed it, got the "how-to-fax-things-from-a-weirdo-country-with-weird-fax-rules" method totally on the mark, fixed the machine in the living room since the converter in my room is busted, got a long enough phone line (after 2 tries; One line I found was in a circle. I mean, wtf?), had a helluva time plugging the crap into the converter (it's hard), and then I find out we don't have enough money on the card!

YAH! I did all that work, and I find out I can't do it. Where is the justice in this?

Now, I already told Ms. Mentzer I'd fax it today. No biggie, I'll do it tomorrow? But, my parents just went out tonight, so they won't want to go out tomorrow unless they take a lot of pity on me. IF not tomorrow, I'll have to wait til Monday since the weekend comes in the middle.

What force is at work here?!

Anyways, so there's my day.

Oh no wait, there's more. When I was at Stacey's, we went over the stuff for the game we're doing on Sunday. Pictonary, so me and her thought up categories. Simple ones, because not everyone speaks English. Then we went over our Science Fair project thing.

Some girl on House Swap just got her new rules. She's to start homeschooling right away and not have any extracurricular activities (for a whole week). She was sobbing her heart out.

Hey, I feel for ya *pats*

1 Lawsuits - So sue me

Just to waste my time with you [23 Mar 2006|02:20am]
[ mood | lonely ]

We were having a perfectly awesome conversation, before a wrong button clickage went and turned it into nothingness! Don't you hate it when that happens? Well, I certainly do.

One good thing though, I get to use Clips. I love them =)

Okay, Okay, we're speaking. Yes. Okay, good.

...I don't want to hear a word from any of you! LEAVE ME ALONE!

It was my parents' anniversary. 19 years. Omgwtf. We all went out to dinner. My brother asked why we all had to go, since it was their anniversary, and why wouldn't they just go alone?

I have never seen a more pathetic awkward moment, which turned into a lets piss me off moment, but whatever. I'm mostly over it now.

To top this all off, I missed Scrubs and Yes Dear! Woe is me.

2 Lawsuits - So sue me

I'm findin' my way back to you [22 Mar 2006|01:28am]
[ mood | lonely ]

I have to make a list. A list of things to make a list of. Then, onto making the actual lists.

1. List the things I need to pack
2. This weekend, definitely fax/mail whatever I need to do for school.
3. Get the lyrics for the "party" this Sunday for the Halaqa group.
4. Talk to Stacey about the "Kids Club" thing.
5. Find clothes to wear -_-
6. Somehow think of a way to say, "I need laundry" without ruining someone's life. I don't know how I do it, but I guess I do =S

I'm sure there's more, but I'm forgetful.



So sue me

Brain Stew [21 Mar 2006|01:18am]
[ mood | lonely ]

I'm having trouble trying to sleep
I'm counting sheep but running out
As time ticks by
And still I try
No rest for crosstops in my mind

On my own... here we go

My eyes feel like they're gonna bleed
Dried up and bulging out my skull
My mouth is dry
My face is numb
fucked up and spun out in my room

On my own... here we go

My mind is set on overdrive
The clock is laughing in my face
A crooked spine
My senses dulled
Passed the point of delerium

On my own... here we go

My eyes feel like they're gonna bleed
Dried up and bulging out my skull
My mouth is dry
My face is numb
freaked up and spun out in my room

On my own... here we go

© Green Day

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